With a heavy heart I write tonight. Early this morning, our 18yr old Jack Russell, PUCK, suffered a stroke that left him disoriented, off balance and unable to walk. After seeing him like this, it broke our hearts. The vet said he wouldn't recover and would only get worse. We knew we had no choice, but to have him put to sleep. I've never had to experience this before, as an adult. (I had childhood dogs, but really don't remember going through too much after they passed.) This was hard, probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. And thankfully, my Mom, and husband, Josh, took him back out to the vet, because I just don't think I could have done it.
Puck was an amazing dog. He loved life and was full of energy! He's been apart of our family for 10yrs, since my Mom and Greg, my stepfather, got married. It's so hard to believe he is gone. We are going to miss him so much. Things just won't be the same without him. As I have been grieving today, I have been finding comfort, not only in remembering him, but also in poems and stories about losing pets. I thought I would share some with you.
"Time to Go"
The time has come, I think you know
the Lord is calling, so I must go
I love you so much; I wish it wasn't so
I wish I could stay; I don't want to go
You're the best family a dog ever had
so kind and gentle, never mean or mad
I'll never forget the day that we met
I was so lucky to become your pet
You opened your door and showed me your heart
I'll never forget you; we'll never part
You loved me and cared for me over the years
you taught me everything and took away my fears
The Lord is calling now, I must go
but before I go, I want you to know
I know it hurts to lose a friend
but I'll always be with you even to the end.
~by John Quealy
(the following 9 pics are from Puck's 18
th bday party we had for him this past Oct.)
"People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life-like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right? Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long." (a 6yr old boy perspective on why dogs don't live as long as humans-from article by Harvey
Mackay.)
Dogs are pretty amazing creatures. They live in the moment, don't hold grudges, and love unconditionally. We give dogs time we can spare, space we can spare and love we can spare. In return, dogs give us their all. We can learn a lot from them:
-Live simply
-Love generously
-Care deeply
-when loved ones come home, always run to greet to them (and even sometimes give a kiss)
-Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joy ride.
-Take naps. If you can't, at least take a break.
-Run, romp and play daily. It you have a chance to have fun, go for it.
-Let people touch you, don't be aloof. Allow people to get close to you.
-Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.
-When you're happy, dance around and celebrate it!
-Delight in the simple joys of a long walk
-Be loyal
-If what you want lies
buried, dig until you find it.
-When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently.
"My goal is to be as good a person as my dog thinks I am." H.
Mackay
And one more of my favorites: "The more I know about people, the better I like my dog." -Mark Twain
A few facts about our sweet Puck:
-He LOVED life, and his zest for it was contagious
-He loved to party and celebrate
-He loved to eat: He was fed rotisserie chicken for supper almost every night of his life. And a bacon strip for dessert. (This pic above was of his
bday cake which was just for the dogs! His name was in jerky treats. They loved it.)
-He loved his family. He was a dog that was always "waiting" on you to come home (we could see him waiting for us to come home often through the door or window)
-He always welcomed you at the door.
-He loved kids too, especially if they would play with him, like Miss Kylie Grace loved to do. He loved her.
-He would bark at thunderstorms, and would even go out into the rain to get them.
- He loved to play fetch, particularly with a tennis ball. He would play for hours if you would let him.
-He loved to chase a flashlight. You could get it out and he would sit and stare at it, waiting for you to pick it up and play.
-He would chase the reflection from his dog tags any chance he could get. He would bark at it for hours and try to bite it.
-He didn't much like cats, and would chase one if he saw it.
-He also would chase airplanes when he went outside.
-He
occasionally got table food...and liked some of it (taco bell obviously) but was often a picky eater. He wouldn't eat just anything. And getting him to take a pill was often quite the challenge.
-He ate out of an ironman kiddie bowl for supper(I got for him at Target for $1), cause he was our little IronDog
-And he was very smart!
-He liked the snow and would go explore in it when we got it.
-He was very curious-had to check everything out, and wanted to be where the action was.
-He did not like baths, and would start to shake at the mention of the word. He would also run and hide. Josh once had to chase him around the backyard after he said "bath."
-He Loved..Loved...Loved to take "walks"and knew that word. He got one at least once or twice a week for most of his life(especially in spring/fall) unless it was too cold, hot or raining. (this pic above made me think of that because that is the only way to get him to look at the camera was to say "you wanna go for a walk?")
-He was the leader of our pack when we went for a walk. He was always up front, sniffing everything out and marking it, of course. I always liked to walk him, because I actually got exercise. Chloe and Nick are a little slow at times.
-He loved to be outside.
-He loved Christmas and all the presents. He would sniff them and would be right in all the action. He always got gifts too!
-Even though she would
occasionally pick a fight or two, his little
niece, Chloe (mine and Josh's dog) truly adored him. (She has been looking for you
Puckie ever since you left today. And wouldn't even eat all of her supper. She is going to miss you so much!)
-He has a brother Nick, and they were buddies. (Puck, Nick has been very sad since you left today. (I figured they would react to him being gone, but had no idea it would this bad, or this painful to watch.) Nickie is already missing you sweet boy.)
I had no idea I would ever be this attached to a dog. He was a member of this family, who will be forever missed.
Puckie, I love you and so do your Mom, Dad, Brother Shane, brother in law Josh, and all your friends. We have been so blessed by your sweet life. You have brought so much joy to our family. And though you had 18 wonderful years of living, I'm so selfish and I wish we could of had 18 more. I know you are in
doggie heaven and free from the aches and pains of getting old. I hope to one day see you again!! We love you and will miss you dearly!
In Memory Of:
PUCK
Oct 1992-Aug 24, 2011
"Creation"
When God had made the earth and sky,
the flowers and the trees,
He then made all the animals
the fish, the birds and bees.
And when at last He'd finished
not one was quite the same.
He said I'll walk this world of mine
and give each one a name.
and so He traveled far and wide
and everywhere he went, a little creature followed Him
until its strength was spent.
When all were named upon the earth
and in the Sky and Sea,
the little creature said "Dear Lord,
there's no name left for me."
Kindly the Father said to him
"I've left you till the end.
I've turned my own name back to front and called you DOG, my friend,"
Author Unknown